Love Lodestar iv

been about a year since I last seen her
so nice of her to call and check up…
to arrange a catch-up
so we can pick up from where we left off

real conversations… sweet relations
but a Lousy Connection like Ezra Furman
because we are people in perpetual motion
but every time we link up
there’s never no pressure
no question and answer…
free, open minded, sincere endeavours
by kindred spirits… warm of heart… mutual favours

I taught her that forever is not continuous but rather unbounded
and she showed me that the purest love always comes back around
and we both learned a moment can satisfy eternity

my muse… lost yet ever present
with me she never has to choose
because we delve deeper into the depths of desire
to find an uncompromising harmony

you’d think she reads Maria Montessori
the way she allows me the freedom to pursue my creativity
and I, in return, selflessly let her live her dream
support her ambitions… independence

she radiates like a memory that never fades
a flambeau on dim nights
and when she’s in my bed
says she’s safe with me because she feels comfortable
and to stay or leave… is her will
but here she knows she’s always well-received and fulfilled

even though we tread the boundaries
of lust and doubt, trust, the past… the cloud… the time lapse
she feels free when with me

a kiss or a cuss word – it’s always passionate intimacy
kinetic sensual debauchery… electric sparks, orgasmic fits
early mornings of blissful indulgence
obeying instinct

her smile lights up her face
brighter than Sirius in the night sky
and like the glistening dew on the grass at sunny daybreak
I would do anything to see again
and enjoy the ultimate reward of unconditional love
 

© Heath Muchena, 2016

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